sometimes i’m drinking something and i can feel it spilling on me but i just keep drinking because i don’t care about anything anymore
"…the more myself I become
the less intelligible I seem to others."
Alice Fulton, from Wow Moment (via violentwavesofemotion)
When I was asking my fiance about what wedding dress he’d like to see me in, he siad to just go for it cause ’I want you to look really…YOU!’ and I was like THATISTHESWEETESTTHINGEVER but then drying to explain my ideas to him mother (who’s a wedding dress maker and has offered to make it for free cause she’s awesome!!!!) was so difficult! It seems the more ‘ME’ I am, the harder it is to communicate what I am thinking. :/
"She stands and moves within the invisible pentacle of her own virginity. She is an unbroken egg; she is a sealed vessel; she has inside her a magic space the entrance to which is shut tight with a plug of membrane; she is a closed system; she does not know how to shiver. She has her knife and she is afraid of nothing.
Her father might forbid her, if he were home, but he is away in the forest, gathering wood, and her mother cannot deny her.
The forest closed upon her like a pair of jaws."
"What generally passes for nature in the bourgeois context of delusion is merely the scar tissue of mutilation."
Adorno, Minimal Moralia 59 (via afronaut)
This reminds me of that time when my family was driving past all these farm and my mum was talking about how natural the New Zealand landscape was and my dad started explaining the beauty of the forests they cut down to make these farm and she totally didn’t get it and my dad and me just kind of looked at each other.